Monday, June 11, 2012

replace what doesn't work

Why is it that I sometimes sit on the sidelines and watch my life passing by me, a spectator instead of a participant?

I go through these periods of seeming to not ever wake up and take charge of myself... I have just gone through one of those essentially self-destructive phases, maybe for two months running... letting life happen, being reactive instead of proactive...

Then I snap out of it.

Some undefined something happened just a day or two ago -- the phase of the moon? -- and I'm out of that stupid inertia and am kicking myself for having wasted two months.... Gotta make up for lost time.  It's decision time.

1 comment:

vickie said...

I've been doing that for 7 years.